Malam terpaling rock and roll

I have a dream, i've been dreaming i wanna to kiss someone i love in a gig, when my fvrt band was playing my fvrt song, and for my story, the band was They will kill us all while they were playing under the red sky, and THAT WAS HAPPEN YESTERDAY,

what actually happen, i just look at her while she standing behind me, and i,m doing nothing, im just a man, her good friend, her laughing friend, her cried friend that me, forgot to mention, she was the prettiest girls in a gig, with those cute hair, pretty lil eye, fuck those other woman, for me she was so fucking beautiful yesterday, those ugly face that he always merungut with me, idont ever give a fuck,


entah bila aku dapat dengar they will kill us all again lepas ni, after those song, a broken dream, aku pergi beli air and i look at her, and she was like kelam kabut go to me also buying a mineral water, bukan perasan but i just know she always gonna find a simple reason to talk to me on a serious matter,i ask,

"mana dia, kata gerak sama nak dating segala?"

with silly face she said "dia kata band tak best,dia lepak luar nanti je dinner sama"

"then dia biar makwe dia sorang-sorang gini?"

"i found my classmate here, takpe la kiteorg bukan serious sgt, takde hard feeling pun"

"then kalau he not willing to use RM20 for teman kau, then how come dia boleh sacrife benda yang lagi besaq dalam relationship korang?"

after all those word i walk away, i dont know, why im so mad at her,


after 2hours i seen his boyfriend, with her, maybe last call got free entrance, those loud rock n roll music from changcuters make me forget about those two love bird, they look happy, her smile never leave her face, she said it was't serious relationship, there's no feeling involve, but when i look at her, her completely in love with that guy, well that lucky guy was fierce,good looking, and bad, well siapa tak suka badboy nowday kan (lulz) milla tinna ok je inlove dengan good guy, ahaks!

its not her, its me yang cuba bermain api from the start, i know i never be a better guy from her previous, i just 'That Fucking Guy' ,

it was a good gig,kaki aku injurt gila tapi totally worth it, and its true it was 'malam terpaling rock and roll' in my life, but my heart nahhh, jangan layan sgt,so much to achive this month, (saje sedap kan hati sendiri)

Su mamá

Auntie was so nice, 

you being a good mother, 

you were so nice to people, 

its been a long time i haven't heard someone call my name, 

with that lovely little voice, 

i dont know,

deep in i feel you so special, 

so special even all your son was love you so much, 

hearing your story about her, 

the way you laught when telling her story, 

i know you love her so much, 

you were so strong after all, 

thanks for the delicous lunch, 

and cheerful story, 

it was a lovely day. 

Echándote de menos

hopeless romantic guy macam aku ni, 

yang selalu bercakap pasal perasaan, 

yang selalu nampak benda comel dalam pasangan, 

somehow this kind of broken heart buat aku tak rasa apa, 

its been 3days and i havent excited to DM you on twitter, 

i dont know what to say, 

well you said u never fall in love with your best friend, 

its superrrrrr gay u said, 

but when its rain this evening, 

what i remember is you walking along the street 

with the laugh of us, 

"fuck it let get wet" i said, 

the way you hold my shirt when we across those busy street, 

its cute you know?

we dont care if we get lost,

"kita jalan je!" you said, 

and eventually we get lost, 

along the street to that hip cafe,

we shared those song from your playlist, 

"kita kenal orang dari playlist" lyn from KAMI said, 

we get back to town for dinner, 

like usual with your silly joke, 

we talk and talk and talk, 

"jom jadi couple sepanjang trip ni" i said, 

and you reply with butoh, 

hahahahhaa such a stupid me, 

selalu tamakkan perasaan yang lebih-lebih,

aku kangen sama kamu, 

aku kangen tetes-tetes hujan petang ipoh kelmarin, 

and i wish this feeling will fade away soon, 

cause i dont want to lose you again. 

Am'or

aku kangen banget sama kamu,
sama hangat kamu,
sama gelak kamu,
sama muka comel kamu,
kamu itu begok tau ngak,
begok banget,
kamu itu begok kerna sentiasa aja buat aku ngak pernah berhenti suka kan kamu,
ngak

pernah

walau

se

saat.

Its been a while since i havent write anything, and i guess because this couple year i've been confortable with my life, happy girlfriend, easy money, work and shit,i guess im the kind who write when get ranap and have a shitty life, so yeah, my girlfriend is leaving me, and im gonna get wasted AGAIN, so HAHA new blog new shit story.

Pau'se

the journey we have,
the moment we shared,
the food we eat,
i'll remember the song we shared,
i'll wish it has a pause button and we stay at that moment forever,
fuck getting old, fuck broken money,
fuck everything,
just us and those old song and yeah,
the oldman who cross the road.