Tuesday, December 23, 2014

malam-malam yang lepas,
malam yang aku keluar ngopi kerna mau escape dari ingat kamu,
keluar malam, pulang pagi,
kaluar malam, pulang pagi,
ironi diluar pun mulut aku ngak pernah bisa berhenti sebut nama kamu depan teman-teman,
cuba keluar,
cuba rentap hati sendiri,
aku tetap aja ngak bisa keluar dari perasaan rindu kamu,
rindu yang berduri,
kangen yang menyepi,


Thursday, December 11, 2014

the past few week,
i,ve been lost my self,
im so mad at you,
everything seem fade away,
our morning conversation,
our joke seem not fun like it use to,
its hurt me the fact that i miss you every single night and what remind me of yours was our lil cute conversation,
its not yours,
its me who screw up everything,




and i was get ready to get hurt again,
cause i know you will be with him this fucking weekend.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

TodavĂ­a creo

after all those year i've been knowing you, 
hanging out with you, 
shared those silly story with you, 
and i dont feel that i've been knowing you, 
your true you, devil inside you, 
you know what,
sometime i feel you were heartless bitch who laughing for others misery, 
sometime you were the most loving person that i known, 
sometime you were sweet, 
sometime you were pathetic, 
sometime i've been thingking that you should be with me since i,m the one who understand you so well, (perasan sial) 
what you love and hate, 
what make you smile, 

you were so young, 
not wiser enough 
stuborn bitch, 
stupid gila sometime, 
full of scar and flaws, 
fucking anoying motherfucker, 
but 
you were sincere in everything, 
you make other feel warm with your heart, 
you willing to sacrifice for others, 
cutest person that i ever know,




in two,three or five years i will be reading this blog post before proposing to you to be my wife, 
will ya? haha. 

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Siga adelante

Orang kata, 
"make the last chapter of 2014 the best chapter" 
so far this year was okay, even i lost some close friend, 
my life actually pretty good, i've been travel to so many place, 
meet new people, even dah ada yang jadi kawan, 
many good gig happen this year, Tapau fest,GEGO2014, 
its been a hectic year,

Tapi tadi, i scroll my garis masa, 
aku 
lihat 
dia 
dengan 
dia 
bergambar 
mesra 
gila. 

aku terus rasa tahun ni macam hambar gila. 




MOVE ON BODOH!